Wednesday, April 20, 2011

And another two!

  1. Finish "The Wednesday Sisters" (I'm so close!)
  2. Finish crocheting this baby blanket (that is NOT for me!)
  3. Deep clean my house
  4. Go grocery shopping
  5. Do all the laundry
  6. Raise the remaining $1400 to get us to Joseph!
  7. Get to the bank and sign some paperwork
  8. Read "Holy Discontent"
  9. Finish "It" (which, by the way, is a lot longer than I thought it would be!)
  10. Run. A lot.
I also ran today and did almost all the laundry AND went to several area businesses asking them to buy ad space for Joseph. I also read a minuscule amount of "It," probably only about 5 pages.  I'd say, overall, I had a really productive day. Not going to lie, though, I really doubt that I will finish "It" by the end of the week.

I loved "The Wednesday Sisters" and would recommend it to anyone, especially for a good summer read. I hate to say too much, for fear of giving it away, but the book really made me miss my good friends I made in college. I am in the process of making new ones. But the really good friendships, as most of you probably know, take years. And I am impatient for them.

"Holy Discontent" was also good. It was a breeze to read, it only took about two hours to get through. I would also recommend this book for people who want to start serving the Lord in crazy and outlandish ways. "Holy Discontent" is a good introduction to living that kind of life. Please don't stop with this book, though. It only touches the surface of what it means to live a life of unwavering servant hood to the Lord. After this book, I would recommend you pick up "Crazy Love" and read it immediately. It talks about the same subject matter, except it basically removes "you" from the equation. Great great great book.

Tomorrow I head back to the grindstone at the office. Yay. But tomorrow evening I have to myself (Jordan will be at praise team practice). Finishing the laundry is priority number one.

Monday, April 18, 2011

Two Down...

  1. Finish "The Wednesday Sisters" (I'm so close!)
  2. Finish crocheting this baby blanket (that is NOT for me!)
  3. Deep clean my house
  4. Go grocery shopping
  5. Do all the laundry
  6. Raise the remaining $1400 to get us to Joseph!
  7. Get to the bank and sign some paperwork
  8. Read "Holy Discontent"
  9. Finish "It" (which, by the way, is a lot long than I thought it would be!)
  10. Run. A lot.
It's a good start. :)

Sunday, April 17, 2011

Sunday To Accomplish List

In case anyone was wondering how far along I am, I actually updated my reading list. 81 books to go. I'm afraid to count the days tonight. So I won't.

I'm going to start a tradition on Sunday nights of posting my "To Accomplish" list. Hopefully it will keep me a little more in check as the week goes on. Usually I try to put down about twenty items and I never ever finish it. Let's go with ten really rather large projects.

  1. Finish "The Wednesday Sisters" (I'm so close!)
  2. Finish crocheting this baby blanket (that is NOT for me!)
  3. Deep clean my house
  4. Go grocery shopping
  5. Do all the laundry
  6. Raise the remaining $1400 to get us to Joseph!
  7. Get to the bank and sign some paperwork
  8. Read "Holy Discontent"
  9. Finish "It" (which, by the way, is a lot long than I thought it would be!)
  10. Run. A lot.
I think I will be running my very first 5k on April 30th. And by run I actually mean run for a while and then walk. I think I'm going to set my goal time pretty high at 45 minutes. I got through 2 miles on my first run out of the year in 36 minutes exactly. I think that this is attainable and I don't want to be discouraged on my very first 5k. I kind of wonder how much adrenaline will kick in and if I'll be able to run a lot longer than usual. We'll see.

Just found out what our tax return will be. Very exciting.

Also closing in on our closing date for our brand new house. So much excitement!

    Thursday, April 14, 2011

    I will be a better blogger.... I will be a better blogger...

         Life has been so incredibly intense in the last month that I'm really not altogether sure where to begin. I wish I could say that I had read fifty books. But I can't. I can't say that. I think I read four.

         My job is absolutely swamping my life at the moment. I am purposefully choosing not to get into details at the present time, but let's just say it's a lot of overtime and a lot of exhausted nights. Which is why I haven't read a whole lot.

         I DID, however, read Rob Bell's book. For those of you who follow me on facebook, you will know that, yes, I commented on it without reading it. I could defend that position all day with statements such as, "If Rob Bell didn't want us to believe that he thought everyone was going to heaven, how do you explain that video?" I could tell you that, really, I'm commenting on the fact that a well known pastor purposely confused millions of people in order to sell a book. But instead of doing that, I'm going to tell you what I thought about the book itself and move on.

         "Love Wins" begins as, basically, a rant. Rob Bell is obviously very upset with the evangelical world and their point of view that a loving God would send people to hell for an eternity. He comments for an entire chapter on a picture that his grandma had hanging in her house depicting people walking on a cross across a chasm in order to reach heaven. Ignoring what this painting obviously means (which is that Christ laid down his life so that the gap between us and God could be crossed), he instead focuses on the small number of people entering heaven and the fact that heaven looks stupid to him.
        
         He goes on to write a chapter about heaven, in which he insists that heaven is here and now as well as in the beyond. He discusses hell then, saying that it's our choices that basically bring us into our own personal hell, not a literal hell of flames and gnashing of teeth. Then he writes for five chapters about how great God is for not making us go to hell. That is, basically, the extent of his writing.

         Anyone who is a die-hard Rob Bell fan will surely disagree with me on this, but I would submit to you that this book is nothing but Rob Bell's fantastical ideas about how he wished the Bible worked. He blatantly ignores parts of the character of God (remember how God used to open up the earth and swallow people down in it? Remember the time that God drowned everyone in the world except for eight people and some animals?) and chooses to highlight, instead, the parts of God that he finds palatable. This, my friends, is idolatry, plain and simple. If you love God, you have to love every bit of Him, even the parts that you do not understand. If you think you have to understand God or that you do understand God already, then you think way too highly of yourself.
         He lists the places in the Bible where Hell is mentioned, insisting that it is almost never mentioned, even though he makes several references to it. Jesus, especially, mentions Hell. In fact, he mentions Hell more than Heaven. He wanted to make sure that everyone understood that it was a real threat to them. He was concerned that they just weren't getting it. And, in listing all the reasons that Hell doesn't really exist in the literal sense that we think of, he neglects many of the primary scriptures which lead the rest of us to the believe that Hell is real and some will spend eternity there (ex. when Jesus discusses that narrow is the gate that leads to salvation and very few will enter by it, but wide is the gate that leads to destruction.).

         I could go on and on about the logical fallacies in Rob Bell's book, but I won't. I do, however, want to end with this. If you have not grappled with the idea of Hell, then you just haven't dwelled on it long enough. It's an awful thought that is most definitely hard to reconcile with our miniscule ideas of justice. I definitely respect that Rob Bell has a right to grapple with these and he has a right to publish his conclusions. I am saddened beyond measure that he picks and chooses the parts of God that he can understand. Because he is defintely missing out on a great experience with a Creator beyond what we can imagine. A Creator that does, indeed, give us a choice and who sacrifices what he wants (perfect communion with all creation) in order to give us the free will to choose whether or not we will serve Him. What a marvelous Savior.

    Monday, March 14, 2011

    Sunday, March 13, 2011

    Falling behind. And I can't even believe it.

    Just a quick update because I need to do other, very important things.

    I have 246 days left to read 85 books. This probably doesn't seem like it would be that difficult, but I'm afraid I keep putting off Shakespeare and Austen books in an effort to make myself feel good about trimming down my list. Not good.
    At this moment I need to read about one book every two and a half days. I am not altogether sure that this is possible. But I will certainly do my best.

    This afternoon I will probably finish up "How to Run a Theatre" and then see where to go from there.

    Day: 119

    Books to read: 85

    Wednesday, March 2, 2011

    The Bible

         Nothing was more frustrating to me than talking to people who weren't Christians and them saying to me, "Well, I've read the Bible and..." It wasn't because of them. No. It was because I was 24 and I claimed to love Jesus and I had never read it all the way through. It's dumbfounding really. If anyone else devotes themselves to a religion and hasn't read the book upon which it was based, we would say that they were misguided or going into it blindly.

         I decided to change that in February. I read through the whole Bible last month. It was challenging. But really, it was totally invigorating. Another great thing I can say about turning 24 is that I read the Bible all the way through and it changed my perspective on my faith.

         First of all, I didn't realize the main themes of the Bible. I used to just think of it as a collection of do's and don'ts and a smattering of stories about very good and very bad people. It has that too, but they are just all so darn connected to each other.

         I spent the first three weeks in the Old Testament. I do not recommend taking this long in the OT. I recommend absolutely reading it as fast as you can. If you think to yourself, "What did I just read?" just shrug your shoulders and go on. The OT is great for that because it repeats the same ideas a lot. Sacrifice a lot. The Israelites disappoint God. They get the snot beaten out of them. They cry to God. God saves them because He loves all these weirdos. They disappoint him again. More sacrifices. And so on.

         By the time I got through dragging through the OT, I didn't know if I would ever make it. Everyone was so sad all the time. But then Jesus enters the scene so seamlessly. And having spent 1200 pages reading God speaking, I recognized for the first time how much He was God. They are the same in speech and in love and in wrath. It's so staggering.

         What I can't get past, though, is the tearing of the temple curtain. I didn't realize how much I had learned from the OT until I got to this in the gospel of Matthew. You can try to understand the meaning of this all you want, but until you have spent three weeks reading straight through laws and sacrifices and guidelines for purity, you can't. The Israelites, and the rest of us even more so, were so seperate from God. They couldn't look at Him, only a select few could even really offer sacrifices and even then only in a certain place and in a certain way.

         That curtain tearing was the moment of victory for us. Jesus' victory over the grave comes later, but we were victorious the moment Jesus died. And I've heard that said to me, but it took reading through the Bible as quickly as I could to really understand it. I cried when I read it in Matthew. Then I cried again when I read it in Mark. And I was disappointed that it wasn't in Luke or John.

         If you are a Christian, you really really should make sure you read through the Bible. Maybe not in a month, but I would encourage you to push yourself to make it in less than a year. It is worth it.

    P.S. Kelli (my running friend) and I started walking this morning to try to shake off the winter laziness. It was great and we are on our way to training for some kind of marathon. :)